Dragons and Dungeons | Psihologie servicii
04 Jan

Dragons and Dungeons

dragons and dungeons..ma gandesc sa fie asta introducerea la lucrarea de finalizare a patru ani de formare in psihoterapie 🙂

“As a matter of fact, the mind has gone to its present state of consciousness as an accorn grows into an oak or as saurians developed into mammals. As it has for so long been developing, so it still develops, and thus we are moved by forces from within as well as by stimuli from without.
These inner motives spring from a deep source that is not made by consciousness and is not uder its control. In the mythology of earlier times, these forces were called mana, or spirits, demons, and gods.
They are as active today as they ever were.
Yet, in order to sustain his creed,contemporary man pays the price in a remarkable lack of introspection. He is blind to the fact that, with all his rationality and efficiency, he is possessed by “powers” that are beyond his control. His goods and demons have not disappeared at all; they have merely got new names. They keep him on the run with restlesness, vague apprehensions, psychological complications, an insatiable need for pills, alcohol, tobacco, food- and, above all, a large array of neuroses.” Man and His Symbols, Carl Gustav Jung

Am inceput psihoterapia cu S. in conditiile in care mergea de cateva ori pe luna la Spitalul de Urgenta cu grave atacuri de panica, iar medicatia psihiatrica il ingenunchiase.

Supervizarea pentru caz mi-a confirmat (post-factum..) ca nu-i bine sa incerci sa relaxezi un anxios.. ca, de fapt, chiar s-ar putea simti mai rau in timp ce folosesti o tehnica de relaxare.. Am aflat pe parcurs ca nicio tehnica “ortodoxa” nu vindeca definitiv boala psihica cu care ma confruntam, ameliorari palide putand fi obtinute dupa indelungi antrenamente de suprafata, fara vreun impact major asupra subteranului problemelor.

Nu mi-a pasat prea mult de aceste avertizari ale tehnicienilor care ma supervizau si am continuat abordarea metaforica (de scos fraza asta din materialul ce va fi prezentat in fata comisiei..) 😛

Pe parcursul terapiei am intrebat de cateva ori cu voce tare clientul, mai mult pentru mine: “oare ce comoara pazeste acel dragon care te arde pe dinauntru atat de rau, de fiecare data cand incerci sa intelegi?”

Atacuri de panica la limita suportabilitatii au insotit pasii mai mari facuti in inconstient de catre client, moartea fiind pe parcursul acestor atacuri challenger-ul meu.

Ca n-a fost nici comoda, nici placuta “calatoria”, martori imi stau colegii de psihoterapie si supervizorii carora nu le-a fost usor cu mine: speriat de gravitatea si ineditul contactului cu un teritoriu aflat in umbra si populat cu continuturi psihice care refuzau si refuza constiinta, nu rare au fost iesirile mele agresive (verbal 😉 ) pe parcursul supervizarii.

Intelepciunea aparte si o stiinta de neanteles pentru mintea mea rationala au fost tot timpul apanajul acestor continuturi psihice care, odata chemate la “tratative” in lungile dialoguri cu S., au readus echilibrul sanatatii psihice.

Astazi S. nu mai are atacuri de panica, viseaza din belsug si a redus medicatia psihiatrica la minim.

Continua singur calatoria prin labirinturile in care-a pus atatea comori sufletesti, ferite de lumina zilei si a constiintei.

Jocul continua 😉

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